May 4, 2003
Rainy Day
It's raining outside.... reflecting my mood completely, just got into a fight with my girl, entirely my fault... oh how stupid of me to be TOO be friendly with another girl. Oh the girl called me once, we frequently chatted.. That has just caused my girl to be very very very jealous..... now how the heck am I going to mend this? Never have thought (I'm always insensitive) that I would cause my girl to be jealous.... Now she is furious about all this..... and I am confused dont know what the heck I shoud do... she wont talk to me... 
UPDATE: i walked to a phone booth to talk to her, it's raining, but I'm refused a decent conversation... she said why dont u go and call that girl instead... oh well it was my fault, entertaining that girl too much...
all I want to say to her is, "No matter what I do, and what I say, my heart will always say *I LOVE YOU*"
