Phew, today felt good for some reason. Met my lecturer to ask about my grades, he smiled ... and said I dont know... hah ... a joke for sure.. then realizing the guy was really busy (editing biography for his publication) I toss a few more stuff and got what I wanted to know (I'll pass he says) and quickly made my exit... and that ended my escapade with him.
The rest of the day was not so eventful, spend most my afternoon and evening working on this journal, and achieved a few things.... the layout looks better for instance... still thinking of adding a photoalbum and a guestbook later on...
The highlight of the day is surely, me calling nora (that's my gf)... Felt really good hearing her voice after a few days.... got my 5 minutes of her and I already felt lightheaded..... haven't been able to call her for a few days... and i felt relieved to hear her voice.... doesn't want her to think i've neglected her... when I really do miss her sooo much....
Just sitting here and staring at screen..thinking should or should I not comment on his writing.. I understand from his writing that part of his restlessness is because of me *sighs*. I'm actually chatting with him right now, my eyes a little slitty..I guess it's the result of crying myself to sleep every night for the past week or so. It happens when you get to used to someone then in a glimpse, it's gone, no more chatting everyday and hearing his voice as often as I had. I just asked him if he would delete what I'm commenting here and he said yes if what I say hurts him
(I find it cute actually, thinking back to why i fell in love with him) *sighs* I love him so much and the main reason I'm commenting here is because I want the WHOLE WORLD to know I love him!! ..And he's mine 
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